when crying is not solving any problem

what else can i do other than crying? it has become my special talent.
i don't have the opportunity to say good bye. i can't even say sorry. i really wanna thank you for everything. i was really happy to know you, being close to you, swapped stories, made fun of each other, laughed out loud, went to places just the two us....i really missed all of that.  

Some say happy will always appear at the end of every story . i guess "to live happily ever after" will never going to be mine after all.