I'm Lost.

ALL MY HEART - SLEEPING WITH SIRENS


I know
I'm lost
Lost in the middle of the ocean where no one could save
Lost in my own thought
Lost in my just-created-world

It happens without any reason
I reserve myself
I'm holding it back
I let no one see through

I once gave all that I have
Now I don't give anything
And I'm afraid to do so

It has been too long
Too long and that makes me insecure

My surrounding is different now
or this is where i'm supposed to be

They said that i'm a good girl
But it seems like being a good girl is all wrong
I'm not that good before or even now
It's just me being reserved and don't seem to care what's going on
Or maybe they're right.

I wish somebody could see that the modesty in me that makes me special
Just being modest