Prostrating

I only have RM 10 in my purse

I'm broke

I rather make excuses than asking money from my parents

Unless i have to, of course

But i feel kinda frustrated at times for not having money

I can't go out with the friends

Having nice meals with them

Shop a cloth or two

But thinking it twice,

I'm grateful for what i have

The foods being brought before me everyday

Mom enjoys shopping clothes with me

She literally excited entering my-taste-of-fashion store. Be it Forever 21, Cotton on, Kitschen, Jaspal and even RM20 blouse.

But i only excited to enter those stores when they are on SALE

She loves shoes very much

I don't have to buy one because we have the same size and her taste of shoes are very youngish yet suits her

Still, she buys me shoes of my own

What else do i want?

Even though i feel like i can own everything when my mom's around (hyperbola sikit) and feel like a poor girl on the block when i'm with my friends

I shouldn't be sad

I shouldn't be frustrated

There are people who strive real hard to have what i have

I should be ashamed of myself instead

Shame on you Aizureen

Maafkan aku ya Tuhan.