Give me enough strength , then i'll stay.

So i'm in a dilemma. 
Should i stay or should i go? i don't see the shimmering path anymore. 
please convince me that i shouldn't go. i need to know. because it seems empty. 
don't treat me like i am imbecile. 


I am an ordinary girl. remember that. How strong can i be? 


I meant what i said . indeed. but i think this is too much. Hey , I'm afraid that soon i can't hold myself anymore. 


p/s : thought it would be different this time .