I'm here if you need me , BEST FRIENDS.

I just want to say that i value my friends a lot. Like God knows how much i love you guys. You are my toys to play with. You are my counsel to debate with. You are my sisters to share things with. And the best thing is you guys are my best friends that i can never find somewhere else.

I'm not posting this out of the blue just to scratch my blog so there will be more posts you know. But it is because i can see my friends or precisely best friends are in an excruciating conflict moments. Maybe the words that i told are those of clishe (whatever the spell is) words or my opinion is not helpful. But to think positively , you should consider things very very deeply. Like you have to search the roots before you proceed with another procedures. What is the benefit that you get and is it worth it for you to do that. 

I can't give you the decision because that would be totally wrong. I don't want to be blamed or feel guilty if it turns out to be opposite from what we expected. I like to play the role of the opposition not because i'm "pro-the opposition" nor i'm "anti-the opposition" . I am "pro-your happiness" . 

I believe you can come out with a good decision . We can't run or hide by the fact that whatever your decision is , there will always someone being hurt . Including you . Therefore , willy-nilly you have to sacrifice something. But i fucking know it will be too hard.

Everybody makes mistakes. Me too. Even though these words are spilled from the back of my mind , it doesn't mean that i will never do the same mistakes again. This is what friends are for right? 

However , if you don't see it as a mistake.....(we talked about this) yeah. So basically , i'm willingly to lend my ears for you guys . I can't bear to see my friends suffer from this kind of asshole period. I LOVE YOU GUYS ENDLESSLY.

p/s : This post is made from the bottom of my heart to my girls. They are : kace , fie , wanda and meen.

 I know you guys are strong.